...Trap... Walking... Flight...
Trap...
A bee caught in a trap, believing to go out of it, will knock out against the walls, making zigzags on an horizontal plan, and is agitated more and more under panic. It does not realize that it would suffice to lift the nose to find, in the verticality, the way out....
It is what happens to us when, coming with an immense love to heal the suffering, we realize that the space does not welcome this love...we feel trapped, what looks filled, does not satisfy us and we look for relieving this lack...
We bump against the walls of narrowness, against the bars of our fears, our emotions, our dreams, our theories that we have built ourselves since such a long time... we wear ourselves out wanting to go out of this prison by our own means, and it is the disease of the effort...
« ...there exist a manner to widen the bars of the prison.
There exists one.
In a look of benevolence ».
Christian
To lift the nose up... it is so simple... too simple ????...
To turn the look, to find the look of benevolence, the look without judging... this is the way of the non-effort, not the one of the without effort... because one needs courage to go out this trap...
For few people, this is by love that they will begin the walking, but for most of people, this is the will to go out of this suffering which fit tightly around them and prevent them to breath freely... which will put them in movement... in research...
Walking...
We cannot go out of this trap without the help of the One who has done the Way and knows it in its smallest difficulties...and who shows us how to do this walking...
We cannot go out of this trap without respect for the One who gives us His Passion, His Force and sustains us in these first steps towards freedom. He puts us again in contact with our Original Perfection. He shows us how to build our New Home, how to prepare the body, to strengthen it...
The One who has done the Way cannot do it for us...He guides us step after step towards our most total autonomy...To go to the Total Liberation, each one must do what it is shown, and each one will do his result according to what he really wants to receive, to what he lets penetrate in him... and the magic will function...
« Confidence is the door. »
Christian
« One cannot give to someone what he does not want to take ».
Christian
Having once again freed the dance floor to breath and the desire to dance, this is the dance which settles, dance deeper and deeper, higher and higher with this Dignity... the desire to go further...
Flight...
To go on still further, the body prepared needs another fuel... it is the one of the secret Tan Tien...
The flight is not an escape to the trap, but a dissolving of the wires which retained us glued and trapped in a narrow space, it is a freedom, a possibility to widen always mors this intimacy with the Heaven... and clasped with It, to work on Earth...
« The only certainty is not a continuity in the certainty,
but a continuity in the uncertainty ».
Christian
« Without the HEART...
...nothing can be done... »
Christian
" Even the Master frowns. Their brains block. For them the “evil”, this is always the « others »… Something of outside to them !… They are well there, in this monastery, in a combat against the “Evil”… It is their vocation !
Thus the deep voice repeated its sounds and a breath pushed them in their chest. They had difficulty breathing and some of them put their hand on the breast to control the beats of their heart.
- It is thus ! …You are the creator of your own misfortune… You are then the guard of your own prison ! ...Because “You” in the search of your own pleasure cannot control “You”…
Some of them started to feel a deeper respiration, as an air which nourishes… An air which is not only an air to breathe.
- You see… This is “you” by your erroneous movement who create a vibration in the air around « you » and this air becomes your prison because it presses on you and orientates your intelligence… You realize this perverse orientation of your life only in the pain, only when it holds you the entrails and the incomprehension takes possession of your intelligence… Thus you look for a means of leaving this pain. … "
Tiger Man 19