16. Personal COMMENTS.
The words which have touched your eyes, have danced in front of me in the last year of the century. I have transcribed them and given them to you. My body was then fifty years old according to the measurement of the men.
Then, nothing more. There was NOBODY to hear. The hearts were closed as well as the understandings. When one does not like Love, Love goes away! It is a great law in this Universe…
NOBODY to hear and to understand what this young White Man wants to say by: « YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING ! »
So the words were kept silent…
Also I have created what one calls « DIRECT WAY »…
Me, I call it « Direct View »… But still there, nobody has understood… So the « way », they understood… This word was in their memory and had a meaning for them… An old meaning… A false meaning… A meaning of a religious culture ! … But at least a meaning !
I have tried to modify the vibration of the bodies and of the understandings by an Art of the Behaviour and of Action… Not to remain stuck to the memory which functions as an old story with the thought which is its decoder… because then one is always in the old one and nothing is born again...
I believe that I have not succeed.
I see around me each one glad to release more energy, more force of life, from their cells. They are stronger. They organize their life better. They touch a definite happiness to exist… They « relatively » control an emotional which was overflowing…
But no real transformation of vibration of their energy allowing to go and communicate with the Original Forces of the Creation, and to work with the Creation and for It on the Earth of the men…
I have not seen; except some very rare people !
And then, when my body received sixty years according to the men, and that very astonished I came back alive from an intense combat with the Grid in South America, the words came back to dance in front of my eyes. I was then in South Africa, a terrible earth for the Dignity of the Man.
The sounds came back ! The colors have shaded the trees, the air and people… Then I have closed the eyes ! The sounds vibrated in me and it is them which directed the dance of the words and of the colors…
Did that mean that there were thus still Beings able to see and to hear these sounds ?…. Also I give them again to you, without pretentiousness… I do not know more than you what these Forces of Creation want to say to you and to make you feel in your body; I discover with you !
I do not know for how long still this body will be able to communicate with the men and to transmit. It feels death to skulk so strongly around it all these times !…
Perhaps is it the movement of the attacks against me because one never likes « the one who says the truth »… Perhaps ?.... Perhaps is it the result of the thefts that I suffer and of the misuse of the practices that I have given ?…
It is not enough to know to release more force, more energy and knowledges from the cells of the body : it is also necessary at the same time to develop a great heart for humanity to use them well; and I often shiver by taking knowledge of what some people do with these « new powers » and of the lie that they develop in their simple search for authority, for safety and recognition…
Often I say to them : « but, do you have heart ?… Do you not see the suffering which is around you ?… Are you deaf or blind men to be worried only about your small personal interest ! ».
Perhaps is it all that pell-mell which turns in « dead » around my body ?
One cannot kill the Spirit, the Being.
But one can kill the body; and when the body is not there anymore, the sounds and the light radiated by it are not on the Earth of the men anymore.
It is so important to have a body !
These are the first sounds which came to me : « to have a body for the Creation »… What is it that to have a body for the Creation ?
So, I tell you the sounds and the lights which organize the letters in front of me, but know that me also I do not know the « continuation » and even less the « end ».
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